cynderellaj

Registered: March 2009 Posts: 188

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My faith wavers back and forth almost every minute. But at the beginning of 2010, I was really frustrated with my life. I didn't know whether I should move home to South Dakota or wait to move to Virginia with David. I was so unsettled and couldn't find the answer. One night I laid in bed, crying, praying and begging God to show me the answers. I also told him that he would have to make it extremely obvious since I doubt myself all the time. The next day I went onto KTIS.org to check out a concert and there was a link on the front page to a women's conference. So I went to check it out and I heard this inner voice telling me to go. I wondered who I could go with, but that inner voice was also telling me that I needed to go alone....which scared the life out of me!!! But I signed up and when the day came, I went and those obvious signs I asked for where there hitting me over the head over and over and over with every session. God's message was just to be patient and wait and let him lead. In one of the classes, the speaker turned down the lights and turned on some music. Then she had us write on the top of a page "My precious child, I want you to know that I..." and then told us to listen to the voice. This is the message I got and I was at peace after I finished writing. I know that I am just supposed to wait...it may be hard, and there will be bad days, but I will wait as long as it takes.
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