Everything Has It's Time Album 11& 12 - Faith Sisters Scrapbooking Gallery

There is a file pocket behind this photo and then a small envelope for more journaling that reads:
In-between all my pregnancy problems were still the health issues of Blake and Carson. I seems as though we spent days and weeks back and worth to Dr. Larson's office. Blake struggled with so many ear infections, sinus problems, chest colds and more ear infections. He had 4 surgery's on his ears to help with tubes and drainage. These problems caused him delay in his speech. Carson struggled with croup and several horrifying asthma attacks. There were months and days when it seem no one would ever be healthy again. That I would sleep again, that I could not worry about them sleeping, oh and then I was pregnant again.

My fourth pregnancy was very hard on me. I was in serious depression by this time. It was hard, I was babysitting other people children plus mine all day. John was gone for weeks at a time and only home for several hours at a time. We were broke and going through major struggles from medical bills. I was too immature to handle all this stress alone. I was hard on John for leaving me alone. I had gained so much extra weight. I was 25 and wanted happiness and a perfect relationship. I worried that this pregnancy was once again to close and that my body was not prepared. Then 18 weeks into the pregnancy I had a miscarriage. During my recovery I hemorrhaged and was rushed to the hospital for an emergency surgery. It took several months to recover emotionally and physically.
But I had a strong testimony from the priesthood blessings I received that this was all in the Lords plan. I was also very thankful to have three other healthy children.